I had a very tumultuous childhood. My mother moved us every year dated occasional men none of which stuck around and mostly all abused drugs or me. At the age of thirteen I moved away from her and lived with my grandmother until I was 17. At this time the light in my life, my grandmother passed awy. I moved back in with my mother to try to attend college. I found myself pregnant two months into school and decided I could not support myself and a child going to school so I quit college. I married the father of my children at 18 and now have three beautiful children. Life has been a struggle as it is difficult to make a steady living with no college education and three small children. I know that this is all by choice and if given the opptortunity I would not change those choices. I am not seeking hand outs, but simply searching for a way to get on top of things. My husband and I have strived to provide a healthy stable home for our children and in doing so we are just wealthy enough to not receive any assistance medical or otherwise for our wonderful government. We are drowning in medical debt and because I was unable to work away from home and make any money with three small children until recently we have fallen behind. I am now working full time but the amount behind we are, I just can't seem to climb over. I hand up is all I require to get back on track. God be with you and I fully believe in the pay it forward mentallity! :)